Saturday, May 13th, 2006
13 05 06
haiz…. head bursting… many things for mi to think… to settle.. to be done… which shud i do first…?? it all like juz come all at one shot.. at the same time… its gonna make mi crazy.. my heart n mind doesn’t seem to cooperate… haiz..
things cud be done easily.. if i juz stand at my point of view.. but the prob is tt… i muz think of how others feel as well… if not… when i’m happy.. others there sad for mi.. HOW?? can’t be tt selfish ba.. haiz… so i juz hope tt my heart n mind juz cooperate.. do things nicely.. dun contradict…
haiz… i’ve hurt someone… i know i hurt him badly… haiz.. i’m really SORRY.. really.. pls forgive my straightforwardness.. for telling u so many sad n hurting things today… but i promise i try to calm my emotions… n hope to hav a gd ending….
