LoVe pArAd|sE

SaTurDay

yesterday, 29th Apr went sch for briefing early i the morning… ok nvm 1230 ended so mi n ed went TM with char ervin n pohying to eat…(U WAN TO EAT???) whahhaha~ eat MOS Burger.. walao.. i SWEAR i wun go there eat mos again!!!!! wakao~ the service damn bad… damn SLOW!!! NB… n is REALLY SLOW~

ok nvm… den walk walk awhile.. we went queenstown…. shop shop… cuz ed say he wanna buy clothes.. was looking for his arsenal jersey.. got found la.. but too over budget… so din get.. BUT… he bought a nike tshirt which he love at first sight… whahahhah~ gd la.. he was happy.. cuz he got sth for the day… whahahaha~

hmmm actually wanna go IKEA walk.. but no mood leh.. so we went tiong bahru plaza… walk walk… went food court… i ate Strawberry Kisses!!! nice… but SOMEONE ate somethings tt i hated most… whahhahaha~ he ate OYSTER OMELETTE!!! n DRANK SOYABEAN MILK!!!!!! oh man…. i almost killed him… whahhaha~ =p (SOMEBODY GONNA HURT REAL BAD) WHAHHA~

after tt we play scissors paper stone to decie whether wanna go hougang mall for inner.. cuz i miss the tomyum banmian.. whahha.. n i lost… so we went…

wohoo! the tomyum banmian damn ZHUN!!! tts heaven.. whahaha~ after dinner… sit sit tok tok… tok abt alot of things… whahhaaha~ hmm.. den home sweet home…..

double..

i dun wan to c u lidat.. it hurtz mi.. dun do tt to urself k… no one can help u except urself… so hold on n live life to the fullest… i’ll oways be there for u.. to hear ur sorrows.. feel free to call mi whenever u hav prob or when u feel down.. i’ll sure pick up ur call.. sompa!

i dun care how u put up faces in front of others.. but in front of mi.. theres no nid to be strong.. cuz i noe exactly hw u feel… juz come to mi n tell mi u nid a warm hug.. double… dun let this obstacle obstruct ur life forever… ok… promise mi.. i noe ur life is in a mess now.. but i’ll help u clear away all the stones n rocks.. slowly.. no hurry… one day.. all will be smooth again… tts wad doublez are for..

22 APRIL’06

afer 4 days of not meeting up with edmund,, today we finally met! haha~ he say like 4 days nv eat.. whahaha~ ( hey i’m helpin u k) whahhaha~ =p

ok meet up at 12pm at my hse here.. den went fulfill our wish at kovan!! we ate sakae sushi~ whaha.. both of us very gian the past few days.. whahaa~ ok den ate till damn full.. wanna puke~

carry on with our journey.. to bugis.. walk walk shop shop.. hehe~ he say wanna bring mi to TT SHOPPING CENTRE… so we went… erm.. it is like u dun really understand my taste ba.. whahhaa~ yes there are alot of ladies stuff but.. not my type ba.. whahaha~ =p but i dun mind walking there la.. hehe..

nxt went to bugis street.. walk walk.. cuz i wanna buy a skirt… but to no appeal there..

so…………. proceed to my targeted shop whr i wan tt skirt.. HEEREN~ went there.. saw tt skirt! try it.. satisfied.. n i bought it!! whahaha~ yes finally bought tt… keke~

den walk walk walk.. very tired go cine foodcourt sit down eat ice kacang. haha~ nice.. den his fren called say wanna go taka there c dunno wad soccer match.. i dun mind so pei him go.. den go there awhile.. buay tahan.. very hot.. so i say wanna go in walk walk.. he pei mi la…. hee~ guess hu i saw!! i saw Vanessa!! hahhaha~ at pasta cafe.. she still working there wor.. tot she nv work le.. she saw mi too!! we smiled.. haha! ok la. not so bad.. hmm feel nth leh.. fren lorr.. wahahhaa~

den SuPer TIRED.. say wanna go for movie cuz can sit down.. wahaha.. den went back cine c.. no movie.. go ps.. no movie.. wakao… den nvm.. tink of whr to eat.. he suggested some place in bedok cuz he can watch soccer match whahha~ ok lor.. went with his frenz..

reach bedok.. sit down order food.. WAKAO!! i tink ppl there are giants man… THe ICE MILO FOR GIANTS LOR!! DAMN BIG LA!! omg… whahahha~ u c will chua dio.. whahaha~

den i watched finish the whole soccer match man.. whahaha~ actually match quite nice leh.. eciting oso.. whahaha~ finish match jiu tk cab hm le..

wad a wonderful day~

LIsteNinG tO soMe SonGs..

juZ nOw i wAs listEning to soMe soNgs.. waS tInkIng bacK to The pAst.. i dunno y.. saw in my fone a pic of  mi n him.. a pic of wat i gav him in order to salvage our relationship…. a letter n a double heart shape card i made myself… on his bthdae… den dunno y in the end… things turn out differently… was feeling sad once again..

u are someone i wun forget.. someone i hate alot.. but made mi hate myself too.. wateva it is.. live ur lifes to the fullest..

Guilt wun solve anything.. tts wad i wan to remind myself..

Sch sTartIng

yea~ sch starting.. keke~ hw i wish faster sch start… so sianz at hm.. haha~ n checked timetable.. not so bad… same class as desmond terence n cecilia again.. dunno still got hu i noe de same class.. whahah..

but sth bad is… my last cds i chose PSQ… walao~~~ they gimme SOCIALOGY!!! omg!!! wat the hell!! i wan the easiest.. they gimme the hardest… wakaoz~ omg… i dun wan tt stupid socialogy la……… arrgghhh~

15th April

sat went BBQ at val hse again!! our annual bbq.. whahhaha~ so this yr’s a bit diff… not juz  the unbreakables… n oso unbreakables’s other half… whahahhaa~ so almost all brought a partner… Val n Aaron.. huilan n jueran.. mi n edmund.. jas koh n muqin.. jas ng n ee swee(muthu) haha~.. per n ben.. wenx n peijun.. n may herself… =) its a wonderful nite… as usual.. there are still leftover food.. wahhahaa~ at first still tot not enough.. keke~ but hai hao la..

This time it ended a bit later.. normally it ended at abt 12midnite.. but this time dunno y… we 1plus den go.. whahhaa~ nvm la.. muqin ent mi home.. whahhahaha~ thanx ya!

SAT n SUN

Sat afternoon went out to bedok first.. eat.. actually wanna eat fried banana.. but in the end oso dun hav.. wanna buy sugarcane juice oso forgot… haha~ in the end ate longjohn.. met up with ervin, char n terence..

after eating.. went edmund hse play mj.. till quite late la.. den waited for someone for 2 hrs.. damn sadded..tmd.. called val out.. went to hk cafe at kovan..

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went home slp…… till 4.30?? dunno y can’t slp.. time seem to past very slowly.. so wake up use com.. den i forgot hav to buy present for carol.. omg.. den ard 6pm met edmund at compass pt.. go walk walk.. oso nv buy present.. whahaha~ really dunno wat to buy.. sianz… den walk chat sit awhile.. went hm.. cuz tired.. eyes like kanna box lor.. whahhaha~

den went hm.. nb.. kanna kp by fucking idiots… nb… first time i shoot them back man.. somemore i shoot 1 sentence den dun bother to tok to them liao.. idiot.. tmd.. tok abt this i no mood continue liao la… kao..

MY HEART

My heart got hurt in this 3 yrs time..

It often aches.. often cried..

N i’ve tried many ways to let it feel right..

I encountered many different guys..

Each n every said i’d try..

But still my heart denied..

And said tt it wasn’t right..

I helped someone out of the nite..

He was the one who brought mi to the light..

till then i know tt he is always beside..

to bring mi out of tide…

Now the feelings is alike..

To how i once loved a person’s likes or dislikes..

U bring back my pride..

N now i noe tt U are mine..

05 APRIL 06