Archive for February, 2006

NEVER

Monday, February 27th, 2006

i’m never gonna make the same big mistakes on earth again… that is to forsake frenz becuz of relationships…. haiz…. it is such a regretful experience… heartache… unforgivable… and retard thing to do… HAIZ!!!!

even i myself can’t forgive myself man… haiz… did wrong wrong WRONG!!

oh man.. double ar double… our frenship is a fate… its not like other normal frenz… its 0.00001% of the chance to be tgt…… such rare frenz.. hard to get… haiz………………

i swear i wun make a 2nd same mistake….

indecisive

Monday, February 27th, 2006

i hate the indecisiveness in u…

the thinking u had for everyone..

seeing each other till so ugly, scheming…

haiz.. juz be simple.. u will be happier…

dun be so defensive…

trust mi..

i noe my limit.. i wan to lead myself simple.. but i noe i wun be stupid…

i noe what i am doing..

FRENZ

Monday, February 27th, 2006

fren ar.. i lose a fren.. i tot its worth it.. but shit!!! i did myself wrong!!! so sorry fren…

now i dun even noe i can get back this fren ornt…

i regretted letting go this fren….

but i will nv regret retrieving u back…

i think the most regretful thing is to love you n be so naive towards u….

From This Moment On

Thursday, February 23rd, 2006

(I do swear that I’ll always be there. I’d give
anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow,
for better, for worse, I will love you
With every beat if my heart.)

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I’d give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can’t wait to live my life with you can’t wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn’t give
From this moment on

You’re the reason I believe in love
And you’re the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn’t give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

feelings back

Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006

hmm… things are going smoothly..

finally we gav in…………………

we once lost our way while pursueing our dreamz… however we juz can’t adapt life without us…

now we put down everything… and love juz came together….

this is wad we want…

no more worries…

no more frustrations..

no more frowns..

thank you..

AdmiTteD

Tuesday, February 21st, 2006

i admit….

i confess…

i give in…

i give up…

i luv u!

once..

Monday, February 20th, 2006

i once used to be very proud to hav u as my life partner.. i feel so gd when telling my frenz hw gd u treated mi.. cuz ur one gd can mean everything.. but i dunno why we wud be in this state now..

why can’t life be juz simple..

why shud we always have to lose sth b4 we noe hw to cherish it again??

why can’t we juz understand n trust each other??

let nth be in our way!!!!! can it be done???

till now i still hold on hope… i still believe in us..

wat abt u??

20/02/06

Sunday, February 19th, 2006

this morning damn early went for interview at DBS buidling at raffles place.. haiz.. 845 hv to reach but mi n carol got abit late.. however!!!! others were later than us.. in fact we are the earliest.. whahaha.. even tt manager was late too.. whahaha nvm.. hmm… ya the interview went smoothly.. but hav to go back on 2nd MAR for briefing on the credit cards.. haiz….

den went out with val n per after their papers… tok abt lots of things… but always abt the same things.. haiz.. VAL, u really understand mi.. whahaha cuz wat i’ve been thru u oso had been thru.. no wonder we are twin tower…. whahaha.. hmm.. ya.. i tot abt it le.. in fact tot everyday… ya i shud give it a stop… haiz… i need ‘marimo’!!! whahahaha but dun wanna wrong target market.. whahaha~

wel.. now really no intention of getting into another r/s.. but if theres really someone tt gd.. tt can cover the love i had for him.. i wun hesitate ba… anyway i’m so hurt le.. hurt one more time oso lidat… whahahaha~ haiz………………. sianz ar…

i noe listening too much to others may not be a gd thing.. but i juz can’t help la.. but to  agree.. cuz all ur points make sense!!! n i think so too.. and i tink there are more bads then gds…. so……………………………… suan le la…………….

sobbing catz

how come

Thursday, February 16th, 2006

how come lidat.. i wan tt attitude again..

let it go ba..

Wednesday, February 15th, 2006

well.. this really bothers mi for a very long time le..

now i’m gonna make it very clear.. tt i’m gonna put down everything tt has got to do with u… we are impossible le..  cuz if i really step out n be with u.. i will really be so stupid.. this is wad i tink.. so.. let bygones be bygones..

u n i deserve someone better ba..

3 yrs relationship.. takes time to put down..

this time.. i’m determined..

i set u free so do u…